Daisy, Daisy... Give me your answer, do... I'm half crazy all for the love of you.

My pensiveness would be my undoing, for you see, I was busy flip-flopping over whether or not I could spend the rest of my life with Rachel, and in my mind because of the uncertainty, ours continued to be a dating relationship. My career continued to come before our relationship as a result, and I made no serious effort to resolve the question of whether or not I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.

As her graduation date from Optometry school approached, Rachel grew increasingly concerned over the future of our relationship. I should have seen it coming, and might have if I had taken more time out from my self-involved life to reflect on things. I heard, but did not listen. I saw, but did not watch.